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When it's love you give

I'll be your man of good faith

When it's love you live

I'll make a stand I won't break

I'll be the rock you can lean on

Be there when you're old

To have and to hold



When there's love inside

I swear I'll alway's be strong

And there's a reason why

I'll prove to you we belong

I'll be the wall that protects you

from the wind and the rain

from the hurt and the pain



Let's make it all for one and all for love

Let the one you hold be the one you want

the one you need

Cause when it's all for one it's one for all

When there's someone that you know

then just let your feelings show

and make it all for one and all for love



When it's love you make

I'll be the fire in your night

Then it's love you take

I will defend I will fight

I'll be there when you need me

When honor's at stake

This vow I will make

That it's all for one and all for love

Let the one you hold be the one you want

the one you need

Cause when it's all for one it's one for all

When there's someone that you know

then just let your feelings show

and make it all for one and all for love



Don't lay our love to rest

cause we could stand up to the test

We got everything and more than we had planned

More than the rivers that run inland

We got it all in our hands



Now it's all for one and all for love

Let the one you hold be the one you want

the one you need

Cause when it's all for one it's one for all

When there's someone that you know

then just let your feelings show

When there's someone that you want

When there's someone that you need

Let's make it all all for one

and all for love



* i love this song very much it reminds of alot of things that bring a smile to my face *

Sexy sexy made up of plexi disasters

Pushing and pulling conservative rolling

Unlike plastic, easier to see through

Just like glass with no ring

Softer and sadder you sing

Sexy sexy do your thing

Learn to be shy and then you can sting

Plexi, plexi bend don't shatter

Once you're broken, shape won't matter



You're breaking your mind

By killing the time that kills you

But you can't blame the time

When its only in your mind



Quickly quickly grow and then you'll know

It is such and awkward show to see

And everyone you wanted to know

And everyone you wanted to meet

Have all gone away

Well they've all gone away



And now you're

Breaking your mind

By killing the time that kills you

But you cant blame the time

When its only in your mind



You're breaking your mind





another jack johnson its a good one also

She's got it all figured out

She knows what everything's about

And when anybody doubts her,

Or sings songs without her

She's just so mmm



She knows the world is just her stage

And so she'll never misbehave

She gives thanks for what they gave her

Man, they practically made her

Into a mmm



She's the one that stumbles when she talks about

The seven foreign films that she's checked out

Such a fortunate fool

She's just too good to be true

She's such a fortunate fool

She's just so mmm



She's got it all figured out

She knows what everything's about

And when anybody doubts her

Or sings songs about her

She's just so mmm



She's the one that stumbles when she talks about it

So maybe we shouldn't talk about

Such a fortunate fool

She's just too good to be true

She's such a fortunate fool

She's just so mmm





another one i love i really like jack johnson and this songs just a really good one :)

I cannot leave here, I cannot stay,

Forever haunted, more than afraid.

Asphyxiate on words I would say,

I'm drawn to a blackened sky as I turn blue.



There are no flowers, no not this time,

There'll be no angels gracing the lines,

Just these stark words, I find.

I'd show a smile, but i'm too weak,

I'd share with you could I only speak,

Just how much this, hurts me.



I cannot stay here, I cannot leave,

Just like all I loved, I make believe.

Imagine heart, I disappear, seems,

No one will appear, here and make me real.



There are no flowers, no not this time,

There'll be no angels gracing the lines,

Just these stark words, I find.

I'd show a smile, but i'm too weak,

I'd share with you could I only speak,

Just how much this, hurts me.



I'd tell you how it haunts me,

I'd tell you how it haunts me,

(cuts through my day, and sinks into my dreams.)

I'd tell you how it haunts me,

(cuts through my day, and sinks into my dreams.)

You don't care that it haunts me.



Oh,

There are no flowers, no not this time,

There'll be no angels gracing the lines,

Just these stark words, I find.

I'd show a smile, but i'm too weak,

I'd share with you could I only speak,

Just how much this, hurts me.



Just how much this, hurts me.



Just how much you...





( i love this song hehe)

when we talked last i know it was not a pleasent one for i said somethings that made you upset and im sorry im not trying to tell you who or who you cant be friends with in any way all i meant was that i wish not to hear of it or have those who i do not care for in my presence im not trying to control you or tell you what to do i was wrong for how i put things and shouldve explained myself but i didnt thats my fault and i know that i geuss the best way i cna put this is im sorry for what i said and how it came out i do not wish for you to choose or anythign of that sort all i ask is that you do not bring those who bother me around but that does not mean that you cant see them you can be freinds with who you wish but i do not wish to see them or hear of them thats all i ask i know that you are trying hard and i appreciate everything that your doing even though i know its difficult but i love you because you care and are trying to make me happy i know that you dont want to hurt me and i know that you care im sorry for how i acted and im sorry for the hurtful things i said i should have explained but im doing that now i jsut hope that you will read this and except my appology

I know i said some hurtful things

I know i may have made you angry

but the truth is that i will not hide my feelings or thoughts .

I feel i have my right to express them even if they are unpleasent, yes i know what i say or how i put things may be a little cold and not i the best way i could have handled them but if one is to say "be blunt" dont expect me to hold back.

Im sorry if i hurt you or your feelings im sorry if i made you angry and filled with rage .

I cannot help how i feel towards somethings and all im asking is that you except my appology and understand where i come from im not asking for you to agree but im asking that you take what i say and give it some thought



maybe i was harsh i can give it that but dotn ask me to say something or to be blunt if you dont excpet somethings you may not liek to hear i love you and i know you know but im sorry and now ill go, ill wait to hear your voice again but until then i geuss im just sorry and thats my end

Like a flower

Waiting to bloom

Like a lightbulb

In a dark room

I'm just sitting here waiting for you

To come on home and turn me on



Like the desert waiting for the rain

Like a school kid waiting for the spring

Im just sitting here waiting for you

To come on home and turn me on



My poor heart

It's been so dark

Since you've been gone

After all you're the one who turns me off

You're the only one who can turn me back on



My hi-fi is waiting for a new tune

My glass is waiting for some fresh ice cubes

I'm just sitting here waiting for you

To come on home and turn me on



for the one i love

It's not the pale moon that excites me

That thrills and delights me, oh no

It's just the nearness of you



It isn't your sweet conversation

That brings this sensation, oh no

It's just the nearness of you



When you're in my arms and I feel you so close to me

All my wildest dreams come true



I need no soft lights to enchant me

If you'll only grant me the right

To hold you ever so tight

And to feel in the night the nearness of you



for someone very close to me youll know who you are when you read this

i have been having bad thoughts all i want to do is feed and its getting harder and stronger everyday ive had thoughts of bitting those that are close to me even my own family the more i fight it the more i hurt and become more confussed i know what i need but i cant have it where i am i cannot act on my impulses in this state becouse of the town and how things are in va its very different i had blood dolls and i was fine but here i have nothing and its becoming difficult to handle im doing well and i know i will be ok but i hate the thoughts that have entered my mind from time to time the worry me and scare me sometimes becouse i would never want to hurt someone close to me and i fear that i may but i must be patient and keep calm its just one of the hardest thing that i have had to go threw and im afraid of failing and hurting someone



just had to vent and get it out its been on my mind and i have not had time to write it until tonight :)

when i first saw you i had no idea who you were or what you were about.

when i first talked to you i was amazed you were the one thing i have been searching for my whole life.

when you first gave me my dark gift you were like a god to me you made me something that i have always wanted.

and when i first tasted your blood i had never felt so much in just a moments worth of time.

everyday i spend with you feels like and eternity you have given my my dark side and now you have given me a gift more precious than that you have given me a child something i thought i would never have. becouse of you i now feel more wonderful and more beautiful than ever and now becouse of you i know how to love and know what real love feels like i have never been with someone who has ever made me feels this much and i just want you to know that i appreciate everything you are and everything you have given me your my heart and everything i could have asked for i just wanted you to know how much you really meant to me.







i wrote this with true feeling and emotion and meant everything i said hope you like it :)

i dont know what to do my sister is having a hard time with her husband and i feel so useless becouse i cant do something about it i hear how she hurts when she calls and i hear how she crys when she talks to mom i hate how she is being treated by him she doesnt deserve that kind of crap shes a good person and needs someone to love her and except her for everything she is he hurt her once and i will not let him do it to her again i hate the fact that they are married and we all knew that he hadnt changed and that he would hurt her again but a great person in my life always says a snake can shed there skin as much as they want but they are still a snake and that exactly what he did covered up for a while but underneath he was still the same i dont think he has hit her or anything but he has threatened her and i cant just sit and watch her get hurt its not right im so lost snd dont know what i can do she lives in another state with him and i dont have the money to go see her i know our mom is going in january but i still feel that i have to so something they fit all the time hes always putting her down and saying nasty things to her he bitches becouse she didnt work and now she has a job and he bitches cuz she doesnt do it right hes not perfect hes one big fuck up that should have been aborted when his mother found out she was pregnant but instead he lives and is a life ruiner he fucks everyone elses life up to make his seem beter well i think he got involved with the wrong family to do that in becosue we dont take that and i swear if i have to go and get her to take her away from him i will i just hope mom talks some sense into him cuz if i have to i wont hold back ill say everything i think of him and i normaly do that to anyone but out of respect for my sister i have kept my opinons to myself but i cant anymore if i have to hear another call like tonights again ill flip out on him and make sure he knows if he doesnt clean up his act ill report him ruin his career and take everything he holds dear away from him he ruined her life once and is trying to again well ill ruin his to where he cant fix it im fed up with him and i just needed to vent about it i just dont know wha tto do...... and i hate it

This is my december

This is my time of the year

This is my december

This is all so clear

This is my december

This is my snow covered home

This is my december

This is me alone

And i

Just wish that I didnt feel

Like there was something I missed

And i

Take back all the things I said

To make you feel like that

And i

Just wish that I didnt feel

Like there was something I missed

And i

Take back all the things I said to you

And I give it all away

Just to have somewhere to go to

Give it all away

To have someone to come home to

This is my december

These are my snow covered dreams

This is me pretending

This is all I need

And i

Just wish that I didnt feel

Like there was something I missed

And i

Take back all the things I said

To make you feel like that

And i

Just wish that I didnt feel

Like there was something I missed

And i

Take back all the things I said to you

And I give it all away

Just to have somewhere to go to

Give it all away

To have someone to come home to

This is my december

This is my time of the year

This is my december

This is all so clear

And I give it all away

Just to have somewhere to go to

Give it all away

To have someone to come home to





i love this song its by LP (my december) i jsut felt like putting it in here cuz i thought it fit lol things have been kinda shitty i was expecting company that never showed up which hurt i was hoping to see someone from home and it didnt happen so ive been in a crappy mood all day but i went to work and im feeling a little better i got a great comliment that made me feel very good and cofindent in myself and the fun part was is he wasnt drunk when he said it YAY that means it was meant lmao. only 3 more months until i can be home and be with the people i love and care about "my other family" dont get me wrong i love my family up here in wisconsin and nobody could ever replace them but theres just something about the others that makes me miss them so much :) well im done now have nothing else to write ill probably put a poem in sometime soon been working on some and so far they'er coming along really nicely